royalbk
12 March 2013 @ 02:07 am
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* Today is my one month "job" anniversary. I'm quite excited actually...even though I'm not paid or anything. Money would be nice but I can only go like three days a week anyway and at least I'm learning more about my future job without having to memorize stupidly long passages from books that are as big as my torso.

* A few days ago my external memory crashed and 470 GB went down the drain just like that. Cried a little.

._________.

I'm better now and I've even gotten back the money I paid for the busted memory. My mom cheered me up by buying me another external memory, this time of 1 TB. Nifty! I'm in the process of getting back all the anime and movies I lost.

The only thing that actually bothers me is that I was forced to leave my busted hard disk at the supermarket I bought it from (in order to get back the money). I'm still kind twitchy about the possibility of having someone fix it and look through all my folders and personal files. FFS I had fanfiction and gifs and stuff saved there and I am not feeling comfortable about letting others see them.

Hope to God no one ever fixes it and that it gets thrown off a cliff or something.

* Tumblr really brightens my day a lot. I never thought it would have such a good impact on my Internet life but I can get great fanart, hilarious stuff, recs, insightful discussions and gifs without actually having to move from one site to another.

That is all!

*HUGS F-LIST*
 
 
 
 
royalbk
07 December 2012 @ 11:44 pm
 
I took my cast off yesterday. Should've done that today at the doctor but I got so tired of it that I took it off by myself last night.

Just as I expected, it's slimmer than the other leg. The back of the calf is still blue and purple and I really can't rotate my ankle properly yet. Some tendons refuse to move so my walk is more of a limp really. I also have a newly acquired speed of a snail. xDD

I was taking some anticoagulants up till today, but my period came and, as usual, it's like the Niagara fall so...no more anticoagulants for me. My aunt kept nagging me that 'what would I do if a blood cloth reached my brain or my heart because blah blah blah' and I seriously told her she needed to stop.

EFFING STOP.

WTF kind of talk is that? Does it seem like I don't want to prevent that? I'm forced to stop doing those shots to avoid a possible hemorrhage because my monthly period is heavy and terribly painful, but frankly I would liked to have continue with my treatment just so I don't secretly have to worry about something going wrong.

Jesus Christ, I swear...my mom and I love her but sometimes she's so nagging and pessimistic and always thinking of how we'll both hurt ourselves that you just want to avoid her calls and visits. She does it to her kids, to us, to her former husband and it annoys me because she is so kind and so eager to help with anything we need that it's stressing to see such pronounced flaws in her. *sigh*

Anyway, currently in pain on more than one front and unsure what I'm allowed to take and not to take so wish me luck and health guys!

P.S: Thank you so much for the well wishes! I don't mind one bit if they were early or not at all but I'm just glad to hear from you! <3
 
 
 
 
royalbk
29 November 2012 @ 08:39 pm
...I swear, sometimes it feels as if I'll never be able to walk again.

All this crawling through the house to get to places is both exhausting and painful for my knees as it seems I can't always use my crutches because my armpits hurt from the pressure.

Today I had a small bout of fever that kinda lasted through the day and I'm not sure if it's because of the meds I took, the fact that I was forced to go to college on Tuesday for a supposedly important test or because something is happening under that cast. My foot sometimes hurts/burns a little if I move it one way or another and I don't know whether that's just normal pain or more.

Might go to the doctor tomorrow or on Saturday IDK.

Three more weeks to go. 15th December Y U no come sooner?

D:

P.S: Also that time of the month is coming. It let me know also today through excruciating stomach pains. I literally curled myself on the floor today - happened while crawling - and thought I was gonna die there.

DDDDD:

P.P.S: My birthday is on the 5th. My cast last until the 15th.

D:
 
 
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royalbk
15 November 2012 @ 11:34 pm
I always said that I needed more excitement in my life and now I've got it.
It just hit me out of the blue. *iz shot*

To keep things simple, I had an unfortunate run in with a moving car and ended up getting my ankle wrenched/twisted seriously and had to put my leg in a cast. Before anyone worries, only my foot suffered and otherwise I am just seriously aching all over the place and bruised a little here and there.

Guess I got lucky because, I swear, the moment that car wheel hit my ankle and twisted it forcefully I had this horrible thought that I was gonna die due to horrendous pain. Thankfully the driver hadn't been going fast and I hadn't had the time to cross the street completely so I was only slightly picked up as opposed to getting fully hit.

It was equally my fault (because I was distracted by a fast coming car coming from the opposite direction), the driver's for not seeing me coming and that darn, 4x4 car's parked right next to the zebra crossing that blocked both our views of each other. After the poor woman freaked out and a passing couple helped me pick myself off the ground and into the driver's car, we both decided not to involve the police and made up an 'I tripped on a sewer cover' story and decided to leave it at just that. She took me to the hospital and paid everything that needed payment, gave me plenty of money for taxi fair if ever needed and today came by my place to check up on me and bring me some groceries.

My father and aunt said that I should've called the police and had her license removed for hitting me on the zebra but I'm not some darn avenger. My foot will not get fixed if I call the police and even if it would, accidents happen sometimes. It's not like she wanted to hit me and it's not like she isn't doing her best to help me with anything I could possibly want so...may we'll even stay friends after I get my cast taken off?

...in about 31 days? ._______.

(I can not say how annoying the thought of spending 31 days in a cast really is. The vacation is...uh, not bad but not being able to walk anywhere is just so darn frustrating)

Which kind of brings me to the subject of today's post.

I was going to the bank yesterday to deposit a small sum in my account because my photobucket account will expire in two-three days but obviously I never got there.

Does anyone have 3$ to spare for a week or so until I can get to the bank? I promise I'll give it back as soon I do get, but right now I can't really move (and even all this hobbling around the house is exhausting me) and I'd really like my gifs to remain active.

;________;
 
 
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